Untitled. AGAIN ! :DD

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : Chocolate Iced Blended ?

4. Last song you listened to : ET - Katy Perry

5. Last time you cried : 2 Hours ago

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice : Yeah =/

7. Been cheated on : Yeah =/

8. Kissed someone and regretted it :Na'ah

9. Lost someone special : No ?

10. Been depressed: -.- Fuck yeah

11. Been drunk and threw up: yeeee....nope :)

LIST TWO FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Black

13. Purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)

14. Made a new friend :  Yeah

15. Fallen in love : Yeah

16. Laughed until you cried : No

17. Met someone who changed you : Yeah

18. Found out who your true friends were : Nope

19. Found out someone was talking about you : Yeah

20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list accidentally : Yeah :x

21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life :  Lazy wanna count 

22. How many kids do you want to have : None I'll kill them

23. Do you have any pets : Imaginary pets included?

24. Do you wanna change your name : Yeah

25. What did you do for your last birthday : Hug my doll the whole night (Chucky)

26. What time did you wake up today : 1:00 ?

27. What were you doing at midnight last night : Wondering

28. Name something you CANNOT wait for : For you to be mine ! MINE ! MINE I TELL U ! MINE !

29. Last time you saw your Mother : 5 Hours ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My whole life

32. What are you listening to right now : Untitled-Simple Plan

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Imaginary Tom Kaulitz ?

34. What's getting on your nerves right now : ...

35. Most visited webpage : Facebook/Youtube/Blogger

36. What's your real name : Aleesha Bt. Sha'ar

37. What's your nickname : PsychoCelee/Hantu Emo

38. Relationship Status : Married x)

39. Zodiac sign : Cancer  IM GONNA DIE !

40. Male or female : Female

41. Elementary school : S.K. Convent Pulau Tikus

42. Middle school :S.M.K Convent Pulau Tikus

43. High school/college : Not old enough

44. Hair colour : Black (Different story when i spray/put on hair extensions)

45. Long or short : Short ?

46. Height : 152. I know im short

47. Do you have a crush on someone :  Yeah.

48: What do you like about yourself : My psychoness

49. Piercings : I want ! D:

50. Tattoos : I want tht too ! D:

51. Righty or lefty : Righty

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery : Bo

53. First piercing : Ears

54. First best friend : Arvisha

55. First sport you joined in : Sleeping

56. First vacation : I dun remember 

58. First pair of trainers : o.0

59. Eating : Pasta

60. Drinking : Chocolate Iced Blended

61. I'm about to : cry

62. Listening to : Simple Plan - Shut up

63 : Waiting for : This thing to end

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want children : No

65. Get Married : No

66. Career : A ninja ! srsly,i wanna be a ninja.

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes : Both

68. Hugs or kisses : Both

69. Shorter or taller?: Taller

70. Older or Younger : Older

71. Romantic or spontaneous : Spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms :  Both 

73. Sensitive or loud : Loud

74. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant : Trouble Maker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger : Nope

77. Drank hard liquor : ...

78. Lost your glasses/ contact :Nope

79. Sex on first date: ==

80. Broken someone's heart : Yeah

81. Ate chocolate : Duh !

82. Been arrested : Nope

83. Turned someone down :  I think so

84. Cried when someone died : Yeah

85. Fallen for a friend : Yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself : No

87. Miracles : Yeah

88. Love at first sight : Yeah

89. Heaven : yeah

90. Santa Claus : I saw one at the mall ! He was staring at me as if he's gonna kill me ! n n n . no. =/

91. Kiss on the first date : lalalala x)

92. Angels : Not really

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than one girlfriend/boyfriend at a time :Yup

95. Did you sing today : Nope

96. Ever cheated on somebody : Yup

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: 5 y/owhen i hit my head at the edge of the table n about to die

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: ...

99. Are you afraid of falling in love : Yup

100. There are many types of love : Watthaa ? =/

Fail !

DAMNNN ITTTT !
BM N MATHS PAPER SO FUCKING DIFFICULT !
Oh yeah,wait,
i dun study
ma bad x)
First expression when i see bm ppr - O.O
First word when i see bm ppr- goddamn it
First thing i do when i see bm ppr-cover my face

First expression when i see maths ppr 1/2- O.O
First word when i see maths ppr 1/2 -Im sleepy -.-
First thing i do when i see maths 1/2-stare at my fren

To be continued tomoroo ~ x)

Exam tomoro and im here bloggin

EXAM TOMORO !
wee ~
i dint even touch my books
dun even know where my bag is !
im so gonna fail everything x)
well not really. =/
my dad only cares bout the goddamn maths n sc
>.<

GAH !
i suck at maths n sc !
n i aint study -.-
dun ask me why.
i was born this way ~
x) byebye 

Welcome To My Life x) Simple Plan !

Do you ever feel like breaking down ?
Do you ever feel out of place ?
like somehow you just don't belong
and no one understands you
do you ever wanna runaway ?
do you lock yourself in your room ?

with the radio on turned so loud
that no one hears you screaming

no you don't know how its like
when nothing feels alright

you don't know what its like
to be like me

to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when your down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one's there to save you
no you don't know what its like
welcome to my life

do you wanna be somebody else ?

are you sick of being so left out ?
are you desperate to find something more ?
before your life is over

are you stuck inside a world you hate ?

are you sick of everyone around ?
with their big fake smiles and stupid lies
while deep inside you're bleeding

to feel hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down 

and no one's there to save you

no you don't know how its like

welcome to my life

no one ever lied straight to your face
no one ever stabbed you in the back
you might think i'm happy but i'm not gonna be okay
everybody always gave you what you wanted
never had to work it was always there
you don't know what its like,what its like

to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left our in the dark
to be kicked when your down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one's there to save you
no you don't know what its like (what its like)

to be hurt

to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when your down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one's there to save you
no you don't know what its like
welcome to my life
welcome to my life
welcome to my life

I kniht mi yzarc

Figure out the title urself
1-I can stare at sumthing for 30 mins n not thinking bout anything (think its normal)
14-I see my AHEM AHEM online when shes actually not
5-I see my cousin in front of me walking when he's actually behind me
88-I treat my BOLSTER like a human
45-I feel like drinking acid
2-i pick a fight with sumone else coz i cant fight with sumone who Ii WANT to fight with
9-I only sleep 3-5 hours a day
6-I got phobia when sumone talks about guys
34-I wanna be a doll tht kills people
67-I cant make my own decision
53-I strangle my cousin for no reason n start saying tht its not me
10-Im posting this on my blog

Copied

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No!
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and Asks!

Kissed any of your facebook friends?No

Been arrested? No
Kissed someone you didn't like? No
Slept in until 5 PM? Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes
Held a snake?Yes

Wished upon a falling star? Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? No
Laid in the grass and watched the stars and listened to the night? No
Ran a red light? No
Loved someone who didn't love you back? Yes
Stood in the rain and watched a thunderstorm? No
Been suspended from school? No
Been horseback riding? Yes
Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? No
Been fired from a job? No
Been kissed under the mistletoe? No
Sang karaoke? No
Watched the sunrise with someone? No
Swam in the ocean? Yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?No

Caught a snowflake on your tongue? No
Danced or kissed in the rain? Yes
Sang in the shower? Yes
Sat on a rooftop? Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? No
Broken a bone? Yes
Believe adversity builds character? No
Shaved your head? No
Blacked out from drinking? No
Drove three times the speed? No
Played a prank on someone? Yes
Felt like killing someone? Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? No
Been in a band? No
Loved and lost? Yes
Went skinny dipping? No
Shot a gun? No
Tripped on mushrooms? No
Donated Blood? No
Went Skydiving? No
Eaten crocodile meat? No
Eaten cheesecake? Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? Yes
Think about the future? Yes
Believe in life after death? Yes
Believe in love? No
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? Yes

Untitled

 
Heh, got nothing much actually.
yestrday blog cant work.-.-
now i forgot wat i was suppose to say
so i'll just crap :D
urrmm.. wonder how tht maisarah kid know wat i did to her pic
o.0
GAH ! wth shud i care.
THATS WAT U GET WHEN U SPREAD MY SECRETS !
XD




n yeah. im GROUNDED. AGAIN
why !?
coz my dad cought me crossing the road to gurney.
like srsly, i aint 10 year old sittin n studyin
I WANT FREEDOM !
if i just lock myself in my room
u say "get ur ass up n do sumthing ! dun just sit there n stare at ur laptop"
N WHEN I WANNA GO OUT !
U FUCKING STOP ME AS IF IM COMING BACK WITH A FUCKING BABY !

WHEN U WERE MY AGE U USED TO SKIP SCHOOL
U USED TO LOCK URSELF IN UR ROOM
U USED TO BEAT PPL UP TOO !
SO DUN FUCKING BLAME ME ON WAT I DO COZ I'M UR FUCKING DAUGHTER !
kthxbai. x)