You know who you are x)

Aik !
Dowan mention any names here.

:x
Saya mau mintak sorry !
Boleh forgive x ?
I know lea i cause loads of trouble.
x(
made u cut n cry
ouch.
come come. i nurse it for u x)
since tht ive been cutting since std5.
so yea  =/
urm.. u still </3 ka ?
i dunno ur trying to do IT.
sowie x(
n n n n
urm..
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I LOVE YOU ! :D

X)

Of all the sudden i feel like stop swearing :/

Hais.
Suddenly feel like stop swearing
i think i sweared alot =/
im not got innocent i know :)
But its gonna take time O.O
people around me r gud swearers.
mostly my KBS x)
well,im doing it 4 sumone.
so yea FTH !
fth-for tht human
heh.
and and and
i wanna stop cutting myself



all my life ive been cutting.
i cant die =="
eventho i cut it rite at ma pulse
haiseh.
but if i die, i'd probably go to hell
no chance 4 heaven =/
well,i was born this way !
not really proud of it but. urgghh.. yea. =/
doing this for sumone too !
hopefully she wont think in the diff way,
well, wana cry myself to sleep
KTHXBAI !

I hate the time of my life

GOSH !
Get scolded 4 no reason from ma dad
damn u grandma,i shouted at ur FAV grandgay
wat does it have to do with u ?
he annoys me alot so wth shud i care ?!

"

In school ?
gah! its not school ! its hell ! damn blardy hawt hell !
fainted in school for some REASONS
Thanks Nat for helping x)
Thx tasha for panic-ing only. =="



feel like dying today !
n actually wanted to die long time ago
just wanted to wait for the rgt time, :(
tomoro will be having some crappy holy sumthing happening in hell
must stay in there for the whole school hour
4 GODDAMN HOURS !
n yet,i must sit infront. =="

hard to take advantage to sleep DD:

Nobody Loves Me - Limp Bizkit

Shut up !
I'm so sick of them deadlines

I cannot stand why them maniacs are in them headlines

And even though i don't know ya
Through my lyrics I'll show ya
The sanity's over
Cause people said i'm bugged out
It's my business,stay the fuck out
All i know it's that the beat goes on and on (beat goes on)
All will be the same,until the day i'm gone
Nobody loves me,nobody cares
Nobody loves me,nobody owes me a thing

Nobody loves me,nobody cares
Nobody loves me, maybe I'll go eat worms

I'm so sick of the world now
It's all those people attacking my identity
Now the enemy's running at my mouth again
Saddle up when you step into the south,my friend
Your''re the big one,You're the good one
I'm the bad one,That's so sad son

Cause i'm running no where
You see the black sheep everywhere
You need to drop the guard
Man,it ain't that hard
Nobody loves me,nobody cares
Nobody loves me,nobody owes me a thing
Nobody loves me,nobody cares
Nobody loves me,maybe i'll go eat worms

Now what's the matter with this
Someone's sure to find me
No exceptions for this (No exceptions)
So many times i fall through
No one has ever warned me
Life seems so meaningless
When ? your inner strength
Oh, I'm such a piece of shit
Oh,Your're so perfect (2x's)
Oh,you're so much better than me
So much better than me
You suck !
Nobody loves me,nobody cares
Nobody loves me,maybe I'll go eat worms

Want List x)

Hurmmm..
 my bday is on 9 of july 

lambat lgi.
n idgaf :DD
to whoever with cweet cweet heart.

buy 4 me things i want. HEH.
kiddin. x) srsly just kiddin ._.



jeng jeng jeng
BLACK AWESOME SUPRA !
I want this shoe so fucking bad
DD:



n n n . .
i wanna meet Bill Kaulitz !
GAH ! sexy bastard !

i <3 eu ! DD:
cries*

thennn... i wanttt



HAIR EXTENSIONS !
FUCKING LOVE THIS CRAPS !
i got red n purple.
but i want moree !!! DD:




RAYBAN FTWWW !!!
DYING 4 THIS GLASSES!
well not really. x)
but i want it. :PP

GOTH BOOTSSSSS !!
I have one. but not as awesome as this . 

DD: FML !
I WANT ITTT !!1
ARRGGHHH !!
rage ppl who get this type of boots. -.o

P/S-
      "UR" MORE IMPORTANT THN ALL THIS THINGS
:)) <3

Ouch !

Ouwwww !
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Heartbroken when u said I DONT CARE
Heartbroken when u act like we dont know each other
Heartbroken when u u go off with my enemy
Heartbroken when u sound like u dont love me anymore. :((
U srsly think im tht heartless ? heh.
i have no idea how i cu fall 4 sumone tht dosent even LIKE me at all.
How nice to have a life like this.
Urgh ! wasted !
Tryna make me feel better by ____ me ?
nor working. only making me feel more ___. =="
sighh..
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My Ex Husband

Woot woot !
Suhaila (Ella)
13.
MY EX HUSBAND !
husband n wife only for 1 week
then divorce DD:
divorced coz she have many scandals !
scandal problem. sheesh. normal.
now a days husbands cant be trust. HAHA ! jkjk
urm..some of her scandals tht i can rememberr.
urrmm.snowy !
natalie !
some random indian kid in her class !
her godsis !
aida !
she sang Marry you-Bruno Mars to me while waiting for some crap to start
how sweet (bwek)
HAHA ! i know u still love meyh !
perasan*
KTHXBAI XD

My fav movie !

Hehe.Orphan !
<3 this psycho movie !
its about a pedo. 33 y/o
but look/act as a 9 y/o kid
dun ask me why.according to the movie
its becoz she's psycho.
n sumtimes when i go out wearing n dress with 2 pigtails.
my mom said i look like her. (but the goth version)
wacka flacka !
in the movie,she's gud at art. always draw mia.
similarities* O.O
n n n IM PSYCHO !
but not the real psycho killing peeps n all.
hope i cud do tht. DD:
n n n .
I WANT HER TO BE MY SISTER !
kthxbai.

Life's like this

Hearthbroken.
haihss.. need more stiches and plasters
its not the first time. -.-
well...kinda used to itt.. butt.. still
any idea how much im hurting ?
n i cud act very well in school
acting all happy n smilling all the way.
inside its like 10132465473 needles
 n 234568049375949 knives
stabbing the thing in me called.
   HEART !
usually i cut

but i stopped coz of sumone.
:))
see.im acting again.
i might type :) or :DD
but actually its a :( n DD:
haihs. just have to go on with this lame life.
hurting more everyday n nite.
id rather DIE ! TT.TT

Im the weird bitch you would love to hate ;)

Oh na na,whats ma name ?
Celeesha !
almost 13 !
9 July 1998 x)
Actually ma real name is
Aleesha
but more known as Celeesha.so whatever/
Humans call me Leesha/Celee

Fav food ?



Drink ?



p/s : Can get hyper very easily when i drink this

Dessert eh ? urmm..



yum yum.  Fruit ?



Enough bout food oready. lemme see.. urm?colour ?



BLACK n PURLE is SEXY x)

heh ? quote ?



singer ? band ?







I got nothing. BYE !x)