Life's like this

Hearthbroken.
haihss.. need more stiches and plasters
its not the first time. -.-
well...kinda used to itt.. butt.. still
any idea how much im hurting ?
n i cud act very well in school
acting all happy n smilling all the way.
inside its like 10132465473 needles
 n 234568049375949 knives
stabbing the thing in me called.
   HEART !
usually i cut

but i stopped coz of sumone.
:))
see.im acting again.
i might type :) or :DD
but actually its a :( n DD:
haihs. just have to go on with this lame life.
hurting more everyday n nite.
id rather DIE ! TT.TT